what am i expecting? why d0 i feel sh0 empty all 0f a sudden? what's the meaning 0f life? everyday, it would be sch00l, w0rk and h0me. it's a daily r0utine that i have been f0ll0wing f0r 18 years. i'm sick and tired 0f it. what if i have heart attack? juz pr0v0ke me and i will thank y0u f0r ending everything f0r me. it's a crime t0 end pe0ple's life. it's als0 a crime t0 end 0ur 0wn life. why is it s0? i th0ught they say we have the freed0m t0 d0 the things we like? why carry 0ne this cycle when we d0n't even kn0w what we are d0ing all these f0r.
haiz. family. people that circled my life are juz my family members. friends? i d0n't kn0w.
people always say that we are b0rn in pairs. but we are seperated and are supp0sed t0 l00k f0r the 0ther half. i was w0ndering. what if the 0ther half died bef0re we f0und them? what if they have decided t0 pair with 0thers? and many 0f 0ur halves are actually taken away by th0se wh0 l00k better. is this fair? l0l
blame it 0n the design 0f my face. bab00.