Friday, July 31, 2009
if, even y0u,
thinks that i'm in the wr0ng,
which i pray n0t,
i really have g0t n0thing t0 say.
s0mtimes,
pe0ple just d0nt kn0w
h0w t0 get things right first
bef0re they blame 0thers.
if in y0ur 0pini0n,
i'm in the wr0ng,
fine.
isn't that what y0u always believe?
m0nkEmpIre`* 10:48 PM
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全世界都停了电
全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面
被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念
却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间
有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身
就刺痛流血
我蜷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点
m0nkEmpIre`* 10:47 PM
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y0ur misunderstanding,
my fault.
satisfied?
m0nkEmpIre`* 10:04 PM
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
this time r0und,
i seriously have g0t n0thing t0 say.
if y0u want t0 pick 0n me,
please d0 it in an0ther way?
putting up an act
isn't as easy as y0u think.
i'm just trying t0 be civilised,
d0n't push me.
and please,
s0metimes w0uld y0u mind
t0 take n0te 0f what y0u say
and behave?
even till t0day,
i d0n't really kn0w wh0 y0u are.
can y0u pr0ject y0urself truthfully?
why i feel that everything i see fr0m y0u
aren't sincere and real?
and seri0usly,
i d0n't pick 0n y0u.
cause i'm afraid that 0thers
w0uld think that i'm just biased.
want t0 understand what i mean?
better n0t.
m0nkEmpIre`* 10:14 PM
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
this time r0und,
listen t0 me.
d0n't take everything t00 hard.
certain things are bey0nd 0ur c0ntr0l.
y0u have t0 learn,
t0 be kind t0 y0urself.
y0u d0nt deserve
what y0u are facing with n0w.
f0r i truly understand
and had felt,
h0w much m0re y0u deserve.
m0nkEmpIre`* 12:09 AM
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
i'm back t0 my 0ld mistake.
expecting t00 much.
much m0re then i can
and much m0re than i sh0uld.
in fact, that's all that i deserve.
why d0es every0ne gets s0 excited
when the sun is bl0cked by the m00n?
the sun w0rk f0r us everyday.
is this what it deserve?
w0ndering*
everything has bec0me a habit.
m0nkEmpIre`* 11:50 PM
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certain things are to be kept in the secret chamber.
releasing them w0uld 0nly bring harm.
n0 matter t0 wh0ever.
what has g0tten int0 me?
i d0n't kn0w.
maybe it's 0nly the truth that's engulfing me.
f0nd mem0ries,
harsh reality.
since,
everything has bec0me a habit.
m0nkEmpIre`* 10:10 PM
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Monday, July 20, 2009
i guess, n0hting's g0ing t0 change anything.
things that i want last,
w0uld always be the first t0 0btain.
w0ndering what this is all ab0ut.
everything has bec0mes a habit.
y0u w0uld never kn0w.
m0nkEmpIre`* 11:57 PM
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
心里面还是站在你这边
那从前一直没走远
就好像是一切
粘不去的浓烟
我心甘情愿在中间
心里面还是站在你这边
那从前一直没走远
那事过境迁
如果能重选
我宁愿危险
一生不安全
在你身边
Everything has became a habit.
m0nkEmpIre`* 9:13 PM
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
was w0ndering.
why w0n't i cry anym0re?
where is there n0rmal
heartache g0ne?
what have driven th0se away?
what happened t0 me?
even by saying
'bab00 is a n0n-living thing',
hurts m0re than that.
why?
m0nkEmpIre`* 2:01 AM
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it isn't easy, is it?
things can never be what is expected.
maybe it's the differences
that make it s0 t0ugh.
n0thing sh0uld be change, 0r
n0thing is meant t0 be changed.
m0nkEmpIre`* 12:55 AM
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Friday, July 10, 2009
this isn't what i expected.
0r is it that i expected t00 much?
seems like i had lid0caine injected.
the pain felt by the skin
isn't tranfered t0 the brain.
m0nkEmpIre`* 9:49 PM
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Friday, July 3, 2009
was watching a drama
and it said
if y0u have mem0ries 0r a pers0n
which y0u can't f0rget,
leave them in y0ur heart.
it will bec0me y0ur st0ry,
an experience in life.
be it sweet 0r pain,
y0u have actually
gain s0mething unkn0wingly.
everything that happened,
it's fated.
m0nkEmpIre`* 10:11 PM
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