yesterday was valentine's day? n0 n0 n0. t0 me, it's just a family day. haha. it's a very n0rmal day where i went 0ut with my family members. my parents even t0t 0f buying a present f0r me. hah. meaningless?
i had 0nce t0t 0f escaping, t0 an0ther c0untry where there's n0 mem0ry 0f the past 17 years. it keeps haunting me. every c0rner 0f singap0re is filled with traces. people say that crying helps t0 ease the pain. but i just can't. why? am i a human? definitely. i feel the pain. just because i didn't want t0 menti0n it, y0u think that i d0n't feel the pain. yes. every0ne will g0 thr0ugh ups and d0wns. but why is it that my graph is always in a negative gradient. when will my life gets better? t0m0rr0w? the day after next? next m0nth? next year? next life?
life is like h0lding 0n t0 a r0pe 0ver a cliff, h0lding 0nt0 the r0pe determines y0ur survival. the r0ugh r0pe tears y0ur skin, causes blisters. determinati0n and will p0wer is what it takes. s0metimes, th0ugh we wanted t0 hang 0n. but its the muscles wh0 betrayed us. less0n learnt: train y0ur muscles bef0re y0u play the game called LIFE.