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Monday, February 9, 2009

hmm. marshmall0w. (s0rry but i'm having a marshmall0w n0w. heh.) last day 0f chinese new year. happy new year! (since it's n0t 12am yet.)
i was thinking about this, what should i d0 after p0ly? iad isn't what i want. n0t architecture either.
there are f0ur biggest regrets in my life, n0t studying f0r PSLE, n0t studying en0ugh f0r '0's, play t00 much 0f maple in sec0ndary three and getting int0 a p0ly. these three regrets had already d0ne much destructi0n t0 my life. what can i d0? these are all self-destructi0n. wh0 d0 blame? my sis? f0r being naturally smart? and i'm naturally dumb? because 0f this i have suffered fr0m the fav0uritism 0f my dad. it's all my fault. mine.
why can't these 17 years be a dream? and i would wake up the next m0rining and g0 'waa waa'? even if this is a dream, i would call it a nightmare.


m0nkEmpIre`* 10:28 PM
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MYSELF

Xinyi. ex-PAP. ex-RPS. ex-CCHMS. current-TP(IAD)
WANTS

i have n0thing m0re t0 expect. life will 0nly stay as it is, n0 matter what i wish f0r, it will never c0me true. thanks f0r pe0ple wh0 kn0w me well, i'm really grateful and, i truly treasure it.
LINKAGE

梁文音jeanette
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limin
alvinken yih

greatest wish


t0 run away. t0 s0mewhere that i can start life afresh.

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all the things that happened.


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