Saturday, May 23, 2009
i'm j0ining Y0G.
th0ugh i still d0n't kn0w
if i can g0 f0r the training.
i just wanted t0 share this with my mummy.
instead 0f enc0uraging me,
she said,
'in this way, y0u will neglect y0ur w0rk.'
is it s0 difficult t0 say s0mething nice?
if she cares s0 much ab0ut my w0rk,
why d0esn't she care whether i have de facilities?
i remembered,
bef0re 0ur deskt0p went dead,
i t0ld my sis that she can use my lappy.
but she d0esn't want,
'cause she wanted a new lappy.
when 0ur deskt0p dr0pped dead,
she still insist 0f n0t using my lappy.
my parents then,
say that i'm the 0ne
wh0 d0esn't want t0 share.
and n0w,
they claim that they didn't want t0 buy f0r her,
but b0ught it f0r emergency.
why d0 i find it funny?
n0w, they expect me t0 use my sis lappy.
i can 0nly say that i'm very s0rry,
but i can't.
and why d0 they keep c0mplaining that they are p00r?
i didn't even ask f0r anything.
i have already tried my very best t0 save up f0r them.
when was the last time they b0ught s0mething f0r me?
i can't remember.
all the things that i wanted,
i save and b0ught it myself.
what m0re d0 they want fr0m me?
t0 die?
s0 that they d0n't need
t0 pr0vide f00d and l0dging f0r me?
0r save up 0n the sch00l fees?
i didn't ask f0r a new lappy.
neither did i ask y0u t0 pay
f0r repairing the deskt0p.
can y0u please st0p all that y0u are saying?
i have been trying t0 s0lve the pr0blem myself.
i d0n't expect anything fr0m y0u.
s0, please,
can y0u st0p c0mplaining.
they make me fret all the things
under the w0rld.
i seri0usly can't take it.
m0nkEmpIre`* 2:10 PM
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