Saturday, August 1, 2009
went f0r pian0 less0n.
my pian0 teacher cum psych0l0gist
t0ld me this,
'y0u w0uld never be able t0 change any0ne,
n0t even the 0nes that y0u l0ve
0r the 0nes that l0ves y0u.
everything is in them.'
i was just naive t0 believe that
these few m0nths have been better
and things w0uld stay this way.
maybe,
few m0nths ag0,
where things have already happened,
i sh0uld have f0rced myself t0 accept
n0 matter h0w hard it is.
but i was dumb.
n0w, i kn0w it.
n0things g0ing t0 be changed.
0r rather,
n0thing can be changed.
that's what y0u are.
f0r this,
i'm g0ing t0 ap0l0gise.
i sh0uldn't have made a fuss.
it was my pr0blem.
and again,
i'm g0ing t0 ap0l0gise.
f0r criticisng y0u 'g00d friend',
a pers0n wh0m y0u w0uld rush t0 first
whenever things happen.
she's as g00d as y0u think h0w she is.
i'm the villian.
m0nkEmpIre`* 12:32 PM
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